(Male) Reader X Hatsune Miku: Depressions

 (Y/N)= your name
 {____}= What someone is thinking



 Author's note:

 Rex: You idiot. You've made two of these fanfics, now another one?!

 Me: Shut up Rex. Enjoy!


 
~Flashback~

 You walk over to your best friend Miku's house while smiling. {Can't believe we've been friends for 10 years, I can't wait to see her!} You decide to run through the busy streets to speed it up, and after dodging many bicyclists, hot dog stands, and one angry dog, you arrive at her apartment.

 "MIKU!!! DID YOU DO YOUR CHORES?!" You hear her dad yell through the door and put your hand down.

 {I'll wait to knock...}

 "Yes Dad!!!"

 "WHEN'S YOUR BOYFRIEND GOING TO BE OVER HERE?!" You chuckle at her Mom's comment. Ever since you both turned fourteen (Your slightly older, and 16) and she's been shipping you two.

 "He's not my boyfriend mom!!!" You hear her complain. You knock and she quickly runs down the steps. "(Y/N)!!! YOUR HERE!!!" She smiles brightly and hugs you tight.

 "Uh Hu. Come on, I'm sure you have girly stuff to talk about." She nods and bring you upstairs excitingly.

                        ~End~

 {But that was last year... Man have things gone downhill...} You walk over to her house with your hands in your hoodie pockets. It's raining and nobody is on the streets. {I wish it would've been me...} You knock on the door quietly and sigh.

 "Oh... Hello (Y/N)." You look at her mom. She's been a complete mess since Mr. Hatsune died.

 "How is she...?" She steps to the side and you walk in.

 "The same. Please try to talk to her..." You nod before going upstairs to her room. You hear her crying on the far side of the room and lean your head against the door.

 "Hey Miku... Can I come in?" The sobbing stops and she opens the door. Her hair has gone dark, she's started wearing jeans and hoodies. She's even stopped going to school and singing because of her dad's death.

 "S-Sure..." You walk in and sit on her bed next to her. All the paintings of flowers are ripped and one even has a knife through qla house.

 "So... How ya holding up...?" Her eyes water and she hugs your arm. After a while of silence you notice something on her arm. "What's this?" You reach for her arm and she jumps back.

 "It's nothing!" You sigh and grab her arm. "It's nothing, really!"

 "Y-You cut yourself Miku?" Your eyes start to water as you look at the deep cuts and slashes.

 "It's fine..." You hug her tight and a single tear rolls down your cheek.

 "No it's not! You can't do this Miku! Too many people care about you!" She blushes but doesn't hug back.

 "You and my mom don't count." You break the hug and more tears roll down your face.

 "That's bullshit! I love you more than anybody else could!" Your practically sobbing now infront of your long time crush.

 "W-What did you say (Y/N)?" Her eyes widen and she blushes.

 "I said I love you! You can't be doing this to yourself!" When you finish your sentence something forms on her face for the first time in a long time. She smiles shakinly as she starts to cry of happiness.

 "R-Really (Y/N)?" You nod and she pulls you in for a kiss. Little did you know her mom was listening from outside and she smiles.

 {About time I got my OTP...}